Ahad, 31 Ogos 2014

My Wish

Sekejap je masa berlalu..dah masuk bulan 9 tahun 2014..banyak benda yg berlaku tapi aku tak pulak berkembang maju..masih lagi terperap di rumah ni. Sampai rasa dah naik meluat. Hati meronta-ronta untuk keluar, cuba berdikari sendiri tapi apakan daya situasi  tidak mengizinkan..LIFE IS HARD AND TOUGH..

Jumaat, 3 Januari 2014

[ New Year is Coming,What Should i Do? ]

" Hari ni masuk hari ketiga di tahun baru tapi aku masih lagi di takuk lubang yang lama ..i don't have anyone to share my own feelings and i don't know what to do .. and i'm alone ): .. what should i do after i have finished my study? i want to work but i feel i cant do it ..i'm so frustrated ..
I have a lot of dreams that one day i feel i can make it comes true, but if i did not work hard to achieve my own dream, when i will feel it?

I feel so lonely in this family .. mak dan ayah sibuk dgn  kerenah nya masing2 ..adik2 yg lain masih kecil dan sekolah, mana dieorg faham .. mak dan ayah selalu sibuk n lebih2 kan adik lelaki aku yg belajar kat kolej di Petaling Jaya tu ..nak belikan kereta lah apa lah ..sampai sanggup nak beli kereta satria neo yg harganya lebih dari RM30k..bukannya aku dengki tapi masih banyak lagi hutang yg belum selesai ..mana nak tanggung makan minum, bil api air, internet dan astro.. kalau aku mintak makan lebih sikit mula lah nak mengungkit banyak lagi hutang yg nak di bayar nak guna duit banyak2 mana nak carik?
Itu lah yg aku x faham lagi..kenapa dieorg selalu lebih kan adik lelaki aku yg sorang tu ..selama aku belajar di Uitm dungun, dieorg x pernah bagi aku duit belanja, duit makan hari2.  Aku sepenuhnya bergantung atas duit ptptn..2 minggu aku x balik rumah, senyap mcm tu lah, xde ambik khabar berita..tapi mentang2 adik aku belajar jauh hari2 berbalas2 mesej dgn mak aku ..sampai bermimpi bawak kereta satria neo tu pun bagi tahu ..puii ..nak muntah darah aku dengar ..aku ni yg mimpi indah2 kat asrama x pulak bagitahu cam gitu sekali ..dah over tu .. janji kata nak baiki bilik, tapi sampai setengah jalan , bilik tinggal macam tu je, berabuk,berbau busuk ..ditanya bila nak sambung, tunggu selesai loan kereta ..apa ke jadah perangai macam tu?
Nampak sangat berbangga anak emas dia tu belajar kat luar negeri.. alaa bukan nya jauh sangat pun..aku yg dapat belajar kat institusi kerajaan pun dia x bangga mcm tu sekali ..walhal result spm aku lebih baik dari result adik aku ..itu aku x kisah .. bukan aku dengki, tapi please laa layan kite org ni dgn adil ..
Mungkin dieorg tgk aku x berguna agk nya, sebab tu lah die org sanggup berhutang RM30k semata-mata nak beli kereta ..
Kalau kereta tu nak tinggal kat rmh xpe, ni nak bagi dia pakai kat KL tu..lepas tu yg bayar tiap2 bulan, siapa? Lepas tu kalau xde duit kite org adik yg lain ni kena marah ,..banyak hutang lah ape lah ..what the fuck is happening here? Bila lah aku dapat ubah nasib aku ni? Aku taknak hidup macam ni.. i want to have life happily ..Someone please help me!!
I really don't have nothing to do and don't have anyone who believes me ..i want to work and i also want to have my own life ..people say have a family is a happiness to you but until now i did not know where is that happiness in my family ) :' .."

Selasa, 31 Disember 2013

[ EXO'S FEVER ]

Emm rasanya sudah lama tak update blog .. apa citer agaknya yg happen kat writer yerr ?? 
Urmm for readers information, esok dah tahun baru ..tahun 2014. Happy New Year uolls ..keke..
Thats mean i will turn 21 urghh omg ..i really cant believe it and i did not want to grown up!!
Back to the our main title is Exo's fever. well i really kpop fans..keke..tapi taklah sampai terpengaruh n berkpop 24 jam ..i'm sure all kpop fans in the world know popular male group called EXO.  Dieorg start jadi artis pada bln 4 tahun 2012 dgn single 'MAMA'. Tapi dieorg taklah popular sgt masa tu.  Kirenya kalau dieorg pergi pasar mlm xde org cam yg dieorg tu artis taww..
Tapi sekarang ni dieorg sgt2 popular sehingga dieorg main game kt dlm bilik org lain dpt tahu..oh gosh..
Semuanya bermula ketika mereka buat comeback dgn lagu baru iaitu 'wolf' dan 'growl'..mereka memperoleh populariti kerana ahli2 nya mempunyai rupa paras yg handsome, cute, charming yg diidamkan oleh peminat2 perempuan mereka..
Sampaikan aku pun terkena tempiasnya aduss..all of them are very good looking!!



















Mereka sangat popular sehinggakan jualan album mencatat sejarah apabila melebihi 1 juta unit..wow..
Mereka menjadi artis pertama menjual album mencecah 1 juta di negara mereka sepanjang tempoh 12 tahun..mereka telah mengalahkan kumpulan2 seenior popular yg lain iaitu Big Bang, Super junior, Girl Generation n ramai lagi ..
Mesti kaya giler kan dieorg ??mane taknya satu album rm150 lebih ..aku nak beli pun takde duit..jadi tgk kat youtube je lar kite..
company dieorg ni ada good strategy to gain many profit with human good looking faces and fan girl obsession..
tapi aku kuatkan iman supaya x terpengaruh n tergila gilakan dieorg ni sbb aku tahu however i crazy towards them they will never know me, never will be my boyfriend and never will be my husband..huahua..so, berdiri di bumi yg nyata..
Dahlah tu.. lenguh dah tangan nak taip ni ..to be continued ..Exo Fightingg !!

Rabu, 14 November 2012

Born To Beat

Another Kpop group i just fall in ..
"BToB "_their song really great ..especially ' Insane' and ' WoW '
Even though they are new Kpop group but their song really fun to hear it ..

" You make me insane
    she gives me so much pain
    i wont be back again..ohh yeaah yeah.."


" Wow.."

Isnin, 12 November 2012

Like Them So Much..

Now this is Kpop trend..
Everything is about kpop ..
Ahh .. i almost crazy about this ..
Which kpop group do you like ?
To me there are a lot kpop group i love so much ..
When i think, i see, this is driving me crazy..



" handsome guy boy band ..
sorry sorry, mr.simple, spy , dont don
sexy,free and single ... "
 _oppa oppa_
 





                                                                                                                                                                 



 Wow fantastic baby ..
they all born to seduce many girls in the 
world ..
" Bingu TOP ..-_-
GD, Daesung , Seung Ri , Tae Yang "





Their song " A Song Calling For You "
is my fovourite ..
" Love Like This "
" Because I'm Stupid "
" U R Man "
 
* Heo Young Saeng + Kim Hyun Joong *

p/s Really miss Ji Hoo sunbae F4 !!



" Hong Ki, Min Hwan, Jae Jin, Seung Hyun, Choi Jong Hoon "
 * Nappeun yeojaya *
 
                                          




      

Ahad, 11 November 2012

우리 삶의 문제가없는 자 ..


Live as human beings in this world is very tiring ..
It's very difficult -_- 
Very heavy responsibility entrusted ..
But as a Muslim  let's us tawakkal to Allah because there is no biggest awards than Lailahaillallah ..Love Allah , Love Muhammad ..

Ahad, 30 September 2012

" Lie To Me "

Masa study week org lain duk study tapi aku tgk citer Korea .. kihkih..
Sekadar cuci2 otak yg serabut ni je kan, pe slh nyer ..
Nk share lah skit drama yg aku tgk ni .. 
Mmg best lah citer die ..
Romantik .. Sweet n kelakar ..kahkah
Tajuk nye ialah Lie To Me ..
Ada 16 episod ..
Aku kopi dgn member aku drama tu ..
Nk download sndiri x reti ..
Tengok je lah ape yg ade .." _"
Aku hbiskan tgk drama tu selama 5 hari .. lame kan?
mne x nye ..  kena avoid mak aku ler ..kalau dia tahu aku ngendap citer Korea pecoh lptop aku dgr dia blebel.. #_#
Drama ni lakonan Yoon Eun Hye ..alaa..yg dulu prnah ade skandal dgn Kim Joong Kook, running man tu ..][
Hero die Kang Ji Wan ..ni first time aku tgk die ..x knl pn .. first time tgk dia x hensem pun..
Citer ni ade jugak babak kiss .. tapi aku tutup mata kalau smpai part tu ..hehehe ..
tapi yg paling best cola kiss ..

Love story dieorg start dgn Gong Ah Jung yg tipu kat kwn die yg dia kawin dgn pemilik world hotel, Hyun Ki Jun.  Semuanya jadi kebetulan sampailah dieorg fall in love lps tu happy ending ..
Ost drama ni pn best jugk ..
Lovin Ice Cream by As One ft EZ Life ..
nyanyi skit .."ice cream sarang du gun du gun sang sang ..
la la la .."
Lagu die cute ..
Tapi ade bnyok lagi ost die yg best2 .. tgk sndiri kat youtube bnyk ..









        *_* jgn lupe utk menonton drama ini yer ..*_*